si bei du lan.

personally, i think this year is a really bad year. lots of tragedies :( and i'm not really happy this year either.

nothing much to say really, but i feel like i should type something about the last day of November. of course there were really happy things this year, but overall, i feel pretty much unhappy

thinking about closing this blog. just considering. i also feel like deleting my facebook. hahaha, i dont even use FB lah! tooo lazy to go online these days too... its been like what 2 months since i use msn?

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Goodbye 2009,
Hello 2010 ( i also think 2010 is going to be a bad year)

i was playing TETRIS on FB, and then, when the tetris blocks went higher and higher, my brother kept singing Auld Lang Syne , to me, in funeral style.

GOOD JOB WELL DONE. _|_

i had a bad day today! >:(

this is a bad start, since i haven blogged for like eonssssssssss, but i need to rant!!

the day started out bad when i woke up with a bad headache, and a pounding pain in the throat. but amongst all other things, i considered that rather trivial.

and then i decided to enquire about my pay (the job that i started in Nov).
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when i started out, the people there told me that my pay would be lagged by a month, due to some company policy .. etc. So, fine enough, i accepted this notice and i started work.

This is the month of DECEMBER right? so in the morning, i smsed my "boss" and then i asked her, when and where i can get my pay...

you know what??

SHE SAID THAT I CAN ONLY GET MY NOVEMBER's PAY IN EARLY JANUARY

2010!! (4 jan she said), because the "BIG BOSS" is not in town.

NOVEMBER's PAY in JANUARY NEXT YR, i kid you not. >:/

its not like my pay is thousands or hundreds even! its less than a hundred i think... but it means soooooooooooo much to me that i need to get it by this month luh.

i dont understand why its so hard to issue me a cheque for an amt that is less than $100...

what if i had bills to pay? or i need the money urgently??? >:/

and fine, to me, if they cant issue me the cheque this Dec, then fine, i'll just overlook that. But what about the 2 items that i exchanged my pay for?? ( Company's policy apparently). i smsed to XXX but then she didnt reply me, and then when i asked ZZZ, she told me to check with the office, to which i did! but i didnt recieve any reply.

makes me damn frustrated just to think about it! but i'm holding myself back, not to make a fuss out of it, because i just started working, and i intend to continue with it. :/

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so the day got reallllllllllllllly bad because of that issue, and my body condition is just making it worse..

was one sickcat during the day :(

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thn later on, i decided to find the xmas present for ***... and after searching high and low for it, from orchard to jurong,

it seems like it's Out Of Stock??????????????????????? :((((((((((((((((((((((((

oh, and before that! when i was waiting to take a bus to JP, and the bus came, WAH! KANINAH!

when someone runs across to the bus stop on the opp, when the bus is approaching, IT MEANS THAT I AM RUNNING TO TAKE THAT BUS RIGHT??

bloody pa-jiao bus driver, just drove towards us! SO NEAR US ZOMG!! and then drove on, while looking at us.

i lost my cool man. gave him one __ and a "FUCK LAH! CHAO CHEEBYE!!" out loud.

my sis's bf is very scared of me now. he says i have a split personality, and i think so too leh. :/

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k, back to the shopping incident, the thing that IRKED and BUGGED, and PISSED the hell out of me, is when those aunties at the dept stores/pharmacies, come and try to recommend some products to me.

DID I ASK YOU FOR HELP TO GET THE PRODUCTS TO TREAT ME????????????

NO RIGHT!?!!?? i just merely asked you "where can i find product xxx" and then you, you stinky stupid ah soh, come and bombard me with qns, and asking me to patronize and buy your product.

I DONT NEEEEED ANYTHING! CAN ANOT!! CHEEBYE!

>:(

i went to 1 skinfood outlet, 1 pharmacy and 2 dept stores, and those ah-sohs use the same approach at me. fuck!

i want to spray the insecticide at them because they are some highly-irritating pests!!!

made me sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo pisssed. its always like that!

just like how those people always recommend slimming products to fat people, it gets fucking irritating.

TMD. ka-neeeeee-nahhhh-eh. go fuck around the world in 80 days, and leave me alone can!

>:(

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i was angry until dinner, but after dinner, i'm alright already. whyyyyy????????

BECAUSE...

I MANAGE TO FIND THE PRODUCT XXX ONLINE AFTER ALLLL!!!!!

and omgomgomgomg!! i am soooooooooooooo excited about it, bcuz the seller is super damn efficient!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love you!!!

when i found the website, i was already excited and jumping around the house, and then i saw this post that said that the blogshop owner is flying off to Houston on 21st dec; i swear i nearly fainted!

thank god, OMG, he replied me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wah!!!!!!!! HENG until i can lao sai!

hehehehehehehehehehheheheheheheheheh!!

and now, in the midst of arranging a meetup with the owner to get product xxx on the 24th!

24th!! CHRISTMAS EVE!! heng or what?????????

and he's selling it $3 below the normal price too. $3 may seem like a meagre amount, but with $3 i can buy 3x bubbletea. hahahahahahahahahaahha!!

















p.s i think i really have a split personality.

p.p.s after reading this whole entry, i apologise for ranting like one lianzzzzz, in lianzzzzzzz lingo. sor--wyyy!

Escape.


for now, sleep is my best escape.

SHUT THE FUCK UP!

ITS HER ANKLE NOT YOURS!

FUCK OFF!

i dont know what the fuck is wrong with you.