what can i say? i duno. i feel extremely stupid for crying. its like a super sec 1-ish thing to do.. i cant believe i cried. the girl who hurls vulgarities like nobody's business and calls people motherfucker and sluts.. CRIED.


i duno. to feel what. ok?sad?disappointed?happy?angry? , i duno. i just feel terrible. im tellin a lie to say im okay las.. but i cant say im upset either right? either way, i admit, i cried and im upset.

2nd time this thing happens. but i guess it would be coming sooner or later rights?


so.. i duno.. all i want to do now is.. cry my lungs out. laugh along with vic. and call darren right now.

DARREN, if you see this.. CALL ME NOW!