Instead of doing my fnn coursework, i'm typing away on the happenings of the day before and whatever that may have deemed interesting this weekend..

howdy howdy, i watched the finals of suntec dance ytd and it was absolutely, MIND-BLOWING~!
it was so furiously good .... one thing i really hated;


my parents. im putting the focus on my maternal side right here.. im sure everybody knows by rumors,gossip or whatever information that i dont really fancy my mother.. especially yesterday, oh my..do i even need to share my utter disatisfaction about my parents and shame my already tarnished close to reprobation reputation...

well well, that's the purpose of a blog rights..
lets just start with the fact that my parents are really what you call, a pure Singaporean. They are sibei kiasu okay. Even my meek sister of 11yrs told me whilst shedding her face from busybody onlookers that she was very mortified by mummy and daddy when my mother and father urged us to go directly to the openin gate of the fountain of wealth.


seriously. im like wha.. 15 already. as a normal functioning teenager, to be so kiasu and rush up to the front, wha piangs, i'm all for pure defiance. this was not the end of it...
so the gate opened and eveybody was all laughin and making their way in at normal speed, my parents had to like scurry in as if their place would be taken away.. i took my stroll and my mother nagged at me to fast forward. im so paisehed. i hope no one else heard or saw..cuz if they did, its the hole for me and i'll gladly be that ostrich with the bald head.
then later on , the show started. we sat directly in front las.. which was good i must say.. nonetheless my mother's most irritating naggin came utmost onto my sister. i dont understand why she must yell and shout in front of so many people.. it is super xia suay to be with a woman like her.. my poor sister... crying and watched by so many kaypoh kias...i was helpless too.. i couldn do anything except for the stupid dumb faggotish naggin to stop..


after my sister, guess who was next?
ME.
this one , its totally unfair.


im wild, i like fun.. so, the natural thing to do when you see a particular favortised group or that super spontaneous dancin person on stage..is to join the crowd and make alot of noise rights?
it wasn't just ME alright.. the rest of the many many people crowd was there blowing their whistles at full speed and howlin away... ah ha ha has.. i did toos.. and it was so fun! hell yea was i damn bloody high.. my freakish mother practically lashed at me on the spot sayin i was being very selfish making so much noise , disrupting the peace of my sick sister who was seemingly very destroyed by my loud whistles and howls..


WHAT THE HELL LAS?!?!?!


at home, i cant do this.
in school, also cannot..
i seldom go out if you noticed..
now that i have a chance to have fun with the IN crowd, im being deemed as SELFISH.


then lidat hows?? you tell me las.. if your mother ta pai ah si aneh kuan , say you very selfish bla bla bla.. how would you feel?

thats why i hate home and love school. in school i can be the real me.. at home, i have to put on the gloves and be cinderella. i have absolutely no freedom so to say... im extremely pissed by that fact.. so, to retort back.... while my mother is floodin my onlookin daddy, i just continued cheering and yelling pretendin that i din hear anything.. i could have gotten slapped for that.. hehs.. all the better..

what can i say? im a filthy scumish worm toos.

being one of those ba gua obasan would be the niche for my mother seriously. i literally hate her..

speakin of hate.... P is damn irritating...

vic is desperately trying to figure out who the "bitch" and "scum" is in my previous entry.. hiak hiaks...you cannot guess one las..

scum. hais. had another scummin incident... im a slut once again. i wish i could stop and say NO. but its beyond my means..


im so in love with maia's song.. the one where she sings about "i dont need you.."
who can help me download?
im officially SOS-ing for the song, be my saviour to all who read this ahs... help me dl..oh! and pussycat dolls toos.... their album is so sexy.. i like..=)
till then , human beings~! im out...



Boy, why you tripping like that?
You think 'cause you tricking you get it just like that?