i'm feelin VERY down. cant blog why, too embarrassing for the record , but its driving me crazy. the more i think about it, the worst i feel . damn . i wished i had that condition .. so that i can be happy. bah. feel like puking now.



went to a wedding dinner yesterday. pretty nice i'll say. hated one thing thou - the relatives. I HATE EM ALL!


P.S they are the wicked despicable relatives from the maternal side. my mom is never like them at all. and im proud of it.


so, yadah yadah , the wedding. saw alot of the so called two-headed snaked relatives. especially the 3 sisters, my aunties, i only liked the youngest auntie. the two older ones are real biatches. i hate family gatherings , SERIOUSLY I DO. not that i hate family bonding.. those relatives arent even fit to be called relatives. HOs , all of em! darn those two aunties.. hmm, i see the first one is still as good looking as ever. the second one blossomed and became the emanicipation of mimi , and there i was thinkin, was her breasteses ever THAT huge? but ohboy, shes blossomed up alot since the last time i saw her. maybe she ate alot stuff and they all got stuck in her arteries and capilaries whatever it is.


sitting down at table 13 was absolutely horrible. with the constant jealous and irritating looks from BA (biatch auntie) no.1 and 2 , the worser deal was to hear my family members' names being used in the conversation. WHATEVER IT IS, i dont know,but they can sure get a slap from me each. so glad that mummy tiaoed them like every second.


ohyes, the WORST of ALL WORSTS , was my grandfather. i SERIOUSLY CANNOT STAND HIM ! im not being disrespectful here, but oh i so wished that he can be like NORMAL grandparents. he is SO COMPETITIVE . trying to brag to the first side of the family that he has 3 grandchildren. TECHNICALLY, WE DONT EVEN BELONG TO YOU. my surname is LEE and not TAN. even so, i dislike the LEE family as well.


he was SO getting on my nerves yesterday. kept tugging my hand around to greet all the elders.
H-E-L-L-O! i dont even know those friggin hippie folks! they are from your first mother's side of the family. i dont even see them during the new year!! im so tempted to use the F explicit now. and, i dont see why, he should tug me along goin around , greeting people whom my mother doesn even like . AND FOR F SAKE, THEY DESPISED MY MOTHER AND YOUR DARN FAMILY IN THE PAST! SO WHY THE HELL SHOULD YOU TRY AND COMPARE US TO THEIR YOUNGER GENERATION!! i dont even want to have anything related to THEIR friggin side of the family.
oh so , now that mummy's getting her gucci and chanel merchandise , and wearing her diamonds and pearls, THEN THEY RECOGNISE AND ACKNOWLEDGE HER?!?! PLEASE!! like my mother, i dont need their sympathy and neither should you!! what kind of grandfather are you anyway?!?!?!


the whole night of leashin me around and asking me to greet the elders and shake their filthy hands was so DISGUSTING and TOO LOW of me . haks! i'll NEVER greet them! they dont deserve my saliva and my gratitude for. god, i can have such a lowdown grandfather. and what the hell is with the "DA FANG" thing anyway?!?! everything lynette and i do , is always "BU DA FANG" . lynette looks one swell of a cool yesterday with her mickey mouse top!! so you expect her to look like a puffy cinderella in a thick cheap gown to attend to the wedding??!?! PUH LEASE!!!! wearing that TACKY thing would be "BU DA FANG" alright..... its not as though we were attendin a wedding at the fullerton hotel or something. you want us to get dressed up for the shit relatives to see? NO WAY.


argh, just talking about it makes me so mad. the one good thing besides all, is that i finally get to see those two chubby dumplings at the wedding!! they are sooooooooooooo cute!!! my sister and i nicknamed the baby girls, marshmellow & chicken drumstick.. hahas ^^
i tried to get a picture of them , but i was too far .. so this is the best shot i can get.

this is jaslyn aka marshmellow


and this is joey aka chicken drumstick. this pic was taken around the start of this year. old picture.. but it's still working its magic!

i got a video of joey dancing on the stage though, i dont think blogger accepts videos...she is so CUTE!! i want to kidnap her and put her in a box..



the other good thing is that mother is SO kind AND nice yesterday.. she went to buy a new top, the one i wanted!! and a skirt too!!


the best part was... she got me espadrilles!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




apart from that, i did take pics of throughout the wedding..

the starters course ::

mmmmmm , sharks' fin! ::

P.S but for the record, dont eat sharks' fin unless its on a wedding day. poor sharks...


so like i said, i was takin pictures during the feast..which wasnt very polite of me.. and therefore the father's mean face on the picture. hehs.. my dad has a funny face..lols. after taking this pic , i was sniggering non-stop because of daddy's and uncle jason's face.. yeaps, the guy on my right is uncle jason, and the one on my left, my dad!

lols, dont give me that daddy face daddy~!! ::
NOTE: the table with the green man in the picture as well, yea, thats the table of the 3sisters , and where the emanicipation of mimi aunt kept lookin at my sis and i. SCREW YOU PEOPLE!!



the chocolate boxes, my sis took 5 and jammed everything into her tiny pink dior bag. we laughed like crazy !! lols ::


the bride and groom :

the guy in white whom they're offering tea to, is my DARN grandfather. x(

NOTE : the two tiny girls in white.. my cute cousins!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and of couse, my ferret brother.. taking a doze-off during the whole wedding thing.. how like him.