friday the 13th was a effin stupid day. i'll never stay so late in school EVER again on my own accord.. unless im supposed to.

i waited , for you.
but i suppose, you didn't noticed.



school's started..like i've said before, i've turned into a person whom i completely described about last yr. its the PRESSURE thats killing me. i'm so freakin scared of the O's. yea.. everybody's goin "to hell with O's", but then again, really?


ohwell.. though yesterday was friday the 13th, and i did have some pretty darn down luck.. it was kinda fun. i had the best recess laugh ever in my entire life!!! i must have looked downright fugly laughin so much. it was all kangjie's fault! i duno why.. the moment he mentioned about painting our bodies black with lines just drove me insane! i laughed so hard.. my tummy ache so bad.. i even laughed until i cried! but then, so to say, im really PSYCHED for the PB thing..


right, since school started.. i have lesser time to blog. so much to do so little time.. thought about closing this blog. but then what szuhui said made me reconsider.


le sighs.


i guess i gotten really weird and all yesterday. so sad for what? technically, it's er.. how should i put this.. lets just use the word correct here, yea, techinically, it's correct that he doesnt give a shit about you because.. we're just friends. nothing more.


kinda sounds as thou i'm crushin or infatuating on blablabla huh? DAYUM WRONG. im so not!


im just thinkin bout so many things..i need someone to help me take that focus off and bring me back **snaps fingers, to reality. i thought he was perfect. but then i suppose im just really crazy to be thinkin bout that.


you know what.. i think i need to talk to someone again. where's that stupid darren when you need him ?


OHYA! stupid you! (darren) , gave you an opportunity, dont want it aye.. still gave me a middle finger.. so much for being nice! humphs! >,<


lookin at my msn messenger now.. im feelin so DARN tempted to just click that person's name and start a conversation. aiyaa. im so full of shit.. start a conver, what to talk about? how can i actually start a conver with someone who's nickname is actually a name of a food? how??


oh ho-da-la-ly. may i be more focus on studies and not anything else.