HELLO EVERYBODY~!
i haven been blogging for a loooooonnnnnnnggggggg wor. lols, its not like i dont want to, but i just happen to lack the time to do it and besides, if i blogged, i'll be wasting time. and then i'll heed to the desperate call of TEMPTATION and then i'll be drifting in the world wide web doing unimportant stuff like goin to friendster / trent, thus shall be wasting precious time . o's are near. i just gots to have discipline & tenacity. there's the discipline word, which i stuck next to my computer screen. just gots to be motivated. :D

so, prelims weren't well done... but there's a month's time now
one month. possible.

i went through all the poly pamphlets handed out yesterday, and oh boy, TP is just absolutely gorgeous! it is so nice! but of course, i'll never be thinkin of goin to TP cuz that'll be like, erms, travelling from one side of the island to another side of the island everyday. phew! i'll be shacked completely! living at boon lay is bad enough, although i like it here.

after hearing from ah lau, i think, i'll not be intending to go for JC. i've been so caught up fantasizing about how proud it would be to be seen in SAJC's or ACJC's uniform, that i completely left out the FUN! nopes, i definitely have not forgotten about the studyin part. mmhmm.
LIFE IS ABOUT LIVING IT TO THE FULLEST, its about having FUN innit??? i mean, at least thats for me. sinking my head into a zortex of words and formulaes every hour of every day does not sound like living life to the fullest at all. i mean, 2 important years of my life, am i just goin to keep killing my brain cells with FORMULAES and SCIENCE? i mean, hoooph, i think i have just abt enuff of plasmolysis, graffian follicles and epididymises for 2 yrs. i dont want to keep learnin about bio forever~ and besides, bio , i have no other passion for any other type of science.

ngee ann's for me i say! hahas, i signed up for the REDS camp along with kj and kev, and a very very reluctant and hesitant lim szu hui. kinda looking forward to it though...

so in school, lots of issues surrounds these few days. especially this week, lols, big commotion, big hoo-HAs, and 2 very unhappy friends. hahahas, its nice to see this kind of thing happening... the last time we ever had anything like that was when vic and me quarrelled, and then we zoned out for at least half.. half.. AH! about 1 year i think... loves all these awkward moments!

since im bloggin, might as well blog abt everything. if there's ppl who qualify under extremely distasteful right now.. it just has to be vegetable near far and chew tuan jiaw. no really... i really cannot tahan chew tuan jiaw. like he thinks he so funny ah. NOT! and then class is terrible with mitcher plus tuan jiaw, double combo. not good, not funny, highly irritating. really kno.. its like, you dont want to listen, at least, shut up lah. esp during POA lesson, its not funny at all when tj talks alot. its like his mouth is a radio... he used to be funny. but now hes like another tzetian cum mitcher, cum nicholas ong. YEA! hes like another nicholas ong. fucking irritating. i might be over-reacting here cuz, he didnt disturb me , literally, but he and his chitter-chatters, wah fuck man, is really sibei chah.
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so much trauma-rama lately, what abts with ragin hormone issues.. i feel sorry,
she doesn deserve it.
i'll not be mean to her already.
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dont put your hopes on me. dont think about strings.
theres so much you dont know.. i want to tell you.. but i just..
i've got a hidden agenda. you'll be hurt if you knew. _____________________________________________________________