what the fuck is happening to me.




i just woke up. and the time now is no pretty surprise - 2.30PM.





fuck. i just missed my INFA tutorial! and it was important.





i swear, dreams are becoming more of a terror... i swear the dream i had was so real...





wendy sitting beside me, vic was sitting beside wendy, we were eating this thin tidbit thingie... kangjie was standing up... szuhui was somewhere( i forgot) , lloyd also duno where ( i forgot, but was in the dream)

AND YOU!! its the second time that you appeared again in my dream. go away! get lost! screw off! for every other occasion, you're always ruining my bestest dreams.

you're the fucking nightmare. literally.






i feel super guilty right now. was suppose to meet up with liling to do the MIEC pairwork thing...
but i work up fucking late.



pardon me for all the fucking(s), im just feeling a little overwhelmed, a little distraught.





im turning into someone else, i dont even know. where did my goody-two-shoes gone to?




im not irresponsible. thats the least on my list.





sry to all those, who were expecting to see me today to tell me something, or to expect something from me....









my mind is just not at its right place now.