today was a ...

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i dont even know how to describe today.

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went back to school earlier for baoc, to learn the dance steps for the performance, but i didnt really pick up all the steps.

our own rehearsal time, was really confusing.

half the time, i didnt really know what was going on, but im not blaming anybody or anything like that.

efforts were appreciated.

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and the rehearsal at the convention center was pretty disastrous... but overall, i think ... our skit was good and if we just put in a little more effort and rehearse more, it would be a really good performance piece.

hah. i sound like some lecturer. eeks.

but then, the rehearsal was where it all started to get worse..

we had that awful talk before the rest of the people came...

...

stayed back after the mass dance to help salvage the banner.

i gave iron man some plastic fantastic saga.. and ... honestly, not to be mean or anything...

i think iron man, looks more like iron man now?

...

i duno.

if i was yuguang or xiao xuan... i wouldve been super duper upset with the banner.

i mean..

i know i havent been back to school regularly, or even helped out significantly with the banner

and the cut out props...

but...

seriously.

i think those people who did them; painted the characters, gave them a face.

really just did it, for the sake of doing it.

the way the characters were drawn.. it really shows that the artist(s) didnt really take much pride in doing what they did?

its either they were just playing around or ...

CMON! look at those characters!!!! do any of them look majestic and have that COOL factor at least, in them?!?!??!?!

... i spent one hour 15 mins, trying to give iron man a proper face..

huihui, xuefeng, horace and xian kai were there too, touching up on the banner..

when i looked at ther other characters on the banner...

i duno..

i just felt rather ashamed?

cuz, compared to the other groups..

our banner is like.

is like.

is like..

i duno how to put it.

when i look at the daredevil's, teen titan's, xmen's banner... the characters all look majestic and stuff..

but.

the avengers?

...

i duno.

i just felt that our banner is going to be one of those "laughing stock" banners.

seriously.

i mean.

those people who drew those characters.. so, even if your art isnt la selle perfect, (i know mine isnt)

at least put in some worthy effort, that will let others (esp freshies) to be proud of the group they are in?

the banner.

monday, if ive got the time, i would really want to try to salvage whats possible for the rest of the characters.

not trying to say that im Leonardo Da Vinci..

but at least, i think.. if i can make Thor look more like a man, and less feminine,

and Captain America, look more majestic and more like a captain..

i would at least, give a shot.

and when i say try my best,

i really mean, trying my best.