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i had a bad day today.
its as though as i am mentally challenged or sth. i jst dont get the damn lectures, tutorials, whatever it is.
FIT was shit today ok. SHIT.
at first i thought it was ok, since i read the damn notes and all... and they made sense to me. but after the tutorial, i came out feeling like ... some kind of a stupid.
other stuff today that made my day worse :
- i didnt get into BA ENVOYS! =// but christmas got in luh!
- christmas was jst a foot's distance away. but, wah lau. today i wear until so lok kok can! no eyeliner, no mascara, my hair like kena tsunami then hit by a typhoon. GRRR.
- i saw him. in my lok kok state.
- JONATHAN (kjbb's friend) , went to pull MR.Y to the table where we were sitting!!!!! *SCREAMS!!
WHY WHY WHY!?!?!? why is it that when i am in my most lok kok state, then they jst flock over near my presence!
WHY!
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