i am upset.

i am upset because i've heard new things. now i know people see me as this, really mean person, because they associate me with this other person, and that really hurts.

ok. it doesnt really hurt. but it does affect me a little, cuz, deep down, i really am not this person that they see. and because of that one person they associated me with, i am being judged as this ugly person, which i am not at all. i cant say i am truly an angel, because i know i'll go down six feet under, to the 18th level of hell for saying it, haha. but, i am not like XX person, and people should know that we are DIFFERENT.

yes. XX is not your average friend, i will agree, and many times, i feel like strangling XX but, i stand up for what i feel is wrong. E.G. XX doesnt like this VV person, and bitches about VV and her whatnots, but, i , on my own opinion, think that VV is a nice person, and i mean, yes i would definitely be her friend if she would like me to.

VV doesnt like XX, XX doesnt like VV. thats their issue. cmon people, dont pull me down with their drama. i'm not part of it, and you people should know that. gawd.

just because XX and i hang around each other, doesnt make XX my clone, twin whatever.

ok. yes, XX bitches a helllllllllllll lot about other ppl, BUT BUT BUT! I just listen! I dont carry on in XX's bitching! really la! WLE.

le sighs. i hate being judged. and wah lao eh, its so unfair to me.

i am not a mean person like XX is. cmon.

... ok. now that i am done ranting. proper blogging. =)

some visuals from NP-45 :

this is my ASCO, Janice.

and my partner, ah kai.

&&

together

we make a great team!

so, yeh NGEE ANN POLY's BIG 45th, so there were some celebrations and BA Society came down to represent School of BA.

all sorts of performances like Magnum, and parading of the 60s-90s...

anyways! there was this 70s theme going on for us to dress up as; HALLOWEEN you see.

and our welfare group got us funky geeky specs. (cheap and nice!)

we are diggin the funky wigs luh!

& them too. haha :D

so, yeh, cheered and stuff...

but ultimately i think one of the highlights was to plant 45 new trees.

thats not our tree btw, kinda regretted not bringing my cam along.

janice and i were in the same tree building group. so little ppl in our grp luh! haha. we pulled jerry along. heehee XD

ohyah! i want the jumping pics! the one taken by the school's cam. gee. wonder when i'll ever see it. haha.

soooooooooooo, after tree planting, went to canteen 3 aka Green Mall ( idk why) to have our urrr, buffet dinner, then went to the NP 45 party, with charissa, marcus, weiling and then their other friend maurice.

&&&, yes, it was fun! soooooo much better than the FRESH party.

more parties more parties!

the only sad thing from the party was... i think i lost my geeky specs while jumping up and down in the CC!! =((( its either that, or i left it in the CC toilet.

OGAY! now! move on to HALLOWEEN!

it is actually, my first time, celebrating Halloween, and it is just as good as Christmas luh. :)

yesyes. i want to dress up next Halloween. makes it so much more fun!

i just got a pair of plastic vampire fangs this time. geeeee. i shouldve gotten a witch's hat or sth.

the next halloween, more gore! HAHA.

idare bunch decided to go NIGHT SAFARI's Halloween event. since ML, XY, greg and khaidan were working there as the Halloween characters... but we didnt go on the night of Halloween itself, cuz i was at NP@45, so being nice friends, we went tgt on the night after Halloween's.

and even though it was the night after Halloweens, holy moly cow luh, the queues were everlasting still! mighty long uhh. but anyhoo, it was pretty awesome.

the first character we saw was the SCARECROW.

this BAO lady. zai. shes one of the really good characters.

shes damn good with her scary character; acts, moves, looks in the really eerie manner. i think her face kena the hot steam when she want to take the char siew bao, all the baos, then burnt/scalded by the hot steam. thats why her face lidat. hahas.

hahahas! this was an unintentional shot. i didnt know the indian guy was posing. anyhoo, check out the little girl in the background.

we didnt get to see the other "ghost" hiding inside the bamboo steamer. but we saw other friends like...

zu zeng the clown. hahahas. XY's friend.

suddenly called out "raven!", and i was like WHO IS THAT CLOWNNNNN....hahas.

hes damn joker as a clown, stil danced & gave sweets to little kids and all.. his other clown friend was the scarier one, with the chopper knife.

hahahas! and they both took the dewberries.

the focus is not on this lady with the stripey top, but the butcher.. he was scaring a few ladies dressed with wings attached behind their backs.

this little girl is the BEST!! she is super scary! no joke!

she gave this autistic-like feel, and the way she walks, OMG, scary madness uhh! she walks like those ju-on type of ghosts, like titter-tottering. mm, how to explain.. like yknow, when babies just start to learn how to walk? and they stagger, with their leg shaking really bad when they walk. yeh. sth like that... on this little girl, it looks as if one of her legs were broken, and she walks with that stagger. slightly hunched, and really autistic-like. we really thought she had walking problems. it was that real.

szuhui sorta dared me to push her on her head. lol. i wanted to, but in the end, i pushed her slightly by the nape of her neck.. and wah f, she came titter-tottering in our direction! stared at me in the eyes, then went to szu's direction! hahahas! funny ahh! but ... quite scary.

our tram character, some steven-lim lookalike lah. reminds me abit of qaiser when he talks. hahas! no no, i am not associating qaiser with steven lim la!

aiyy. why didnt we get the tram with batman's joker..

i like the joker better than our stevenlim-like ghost.

joker spoke like joker.

stevenlim-like ghost, spoke like... haha. actually, i dont really know what he was talking about. hahahs, the tone kept fluctuating!

this Halloween tram ride... took so long to wait for! we queued for almost an hour for it. but ... honestly it didnt really feel like an hour. i think our main purpose was to find greg, khaidan, and ml.

yes, this pontianak is ML. looks familiar right.

you might have seen her in THE STRAITS TIMES as this famous scary looking pontianak.

yeh. so, anyways, didnt get to see them until the very end of the tram ride. some special halloween highlight...

aiyer. if i'd known they would be at the last, i wouldnt have gone "GREG! GREG!" or "ML~" throughout the journey luh. malu! hahhahahs!

i was clutching on to szuhui, and szuhui was in the middle of charissa and i, holding on to us tightly too. hahas. the boys so bad! all sat behind! nobody protected us! so bad!

saw some really cool animals, like the babirusa.. looked as if they had balls on their snorts. HAHA! and the tapirs! which were only an arm's distance away from us! the animals, really damn cool. hahhaas, i am just being lazy to describe them, so cool is the word!

towards the end of the halloween tram, finally got to see some familiar faces, like

paul, XY's friend, the devil, who was whipping the tram super violently la! i think all the muay thai put to good use. the WHAM WHAM! gave a super good effect.

then a few other characters... some just grabbed us while we were on the tram! hahas! extreme man! i offered dewberry to them, some, human-ly shook their head and hands, and we were laughin laa. hahas!

ML was the funniest! hahaas! cuz she's the pontianak and we were rehearsing what to say to her before she pass by our tram, and we were all going "piko, piko! who's new in your life!" , and then when we saw her! lol, all like, shouting that line... and when she extended her hand, (wasnt smiling at first, was being all scary, pontianak-like) we put a packet of dewberry biscuits into her hand, and she was trying hard not to smile, but she did, and we laughed super loud la. hahahahs!

ohoh! must mention, the tram passed by this cheongsam spirit, and szuhui and i find her quite pretty :))

okok. back ...

then khaidan i think he was the tree man, and greg the SCREAM ghost JUMPED onto our tram as well. abit scary! but quite funny when greg was speaking like... GREG, and not the ghostly character to us. ahahas! told us some people poked his mask when he scared them, then one of his contacts fell out. hahahas!

after the tram ride, went to the FOREST GIANT TRAIL to find XY the tree man.

had to pass the bridge. and we just had to take a pic on it. but too bad, my camera's pretty lousy, cant capture all the details on the bridge.

*PS : no GAPS. *wink wink.

stuff like these were hanging on the bridge, and everywhere.

even this zombie is raven's friend! hahahs! and blimey, is that zombie actually smiling?

hahahs! he scared szu and charissa by suddenly jumping out at them, ahahas.

and then we finally found soo xi yao. if we didnt know him, he wouldve given us quite a scare really! cuz where he stood was really dark and he camouflaged really well.. suddenly just jumped out at us. scary!

this is poison ivy. her body is good luh. and not as fugly as what xy described lor. tsktsk.

looks abit like xiaxue dont you think? the thinner and taller xiaxue.

some other tree spirit who came out of the bushes to lemme get a shot at :)

this one's not character. just prop. some guy was going, " so cool, the halloween prop got piercing"

this frog, joker also. we didnt see it at first, and i went so close to it, took a pic with FLASH somemore. and it didnt move. hahahs! we had the idea of hynotising the frog.. but then, haaas, we werent sure if this frog was poisonous or not, so skipped the idea.

by 1130, the safari staff had us out of the walking trial.

oh! we scared some of those sitting in the tram, by hiding in the bushes, then jumping out at them while the tram was moving. hahhahahas! super fun! and some of the ppl on the tram really screamed.

went to the gift shops, took a few pics.

this shop was in darkness, and everything was glowing in the dark.

sudden and unglam shot, taken by raven -.-

i was trying on a witch hat btw!

then we got out, saw her, and took pictures with her.

hahahas! another cool looking character. maybe shes wednesday from The Adam's Family, but then again, she looks like shes a character from The Nightmare Before Christmas too.

she smokes btw. ahhahas, can smell her ciggy scent from where i was standing.

this witch! very smelly !! and yes! i can smell the sweaty.. odour from where i was standing!

pppppphew!

the butcher! ML's friend! i think he's from ngee ann too.

note: the deflated rubber chicken.

we left around 12++ am... the some of them went to west coast mac's to eat. i couldnt cuz of my folks. bloooooooooooooody balls,

and szu and xavier, being very nice friends, accompanied me back home first.

we had cup noodles; took quite awhile to cook them, because the water wasnt hot enough from the microwave (duno why, usually its hot enough)

jerry, greg and charissa came afterwards.. and soon enough, greg and jerry fell aslp in my living room first.

I DONT KNOW WHY I NEVER TOOK PICS OF THEM SLPING EH! so wasted! ESP GREG! he was snoring so loud, i really regretted not taking a video.

szu, xavier and i were awake pretty much till 4am.

played some drawing game. hahahahas. quite funny.

i drew leslie and huifen, but aiyer, forgot to take pictures. i drew them realistically!


just like these following pics, drawn by S.

for privacy purposes, and for fear that we might get beaten up or killed by the person's gang we

drew, the pic has been edited.

he was a legendary figure from our secondary sch. lol

but those from QTSS, would know this familiar face la. lol

but this guy, really very scary. ultimate halloween character , this one. the ang-gong itself instills fear , and the face, wah, can kill a thsn soldiers. no joke.

a less scarier person...
looks like elvis, with the hair.


szu, xavier and i slept soon after..

hahahs. they all woke up early, and i heard from my sis i slept like a log. but i distinctively rmb somebody tickling my feet, and sth else touching my feet.

just forgotten who.

ohwell.

its late! im going to go slp now.