you have no damn right to talk about my results!

you dont know how its like to struggle for almost 3 yrs trying to complete the fucking course, let alone excel in it.

you think i'm choosing to be this way?!?

its just like how you dont like science, i dont have a shit interest in Accountancy or in any numbers!

as much as i dont want to put the blame on anyone else, coming from how you talked to me,

yes! i want to say its your damn fault that i'm wasting 3 yrs!

you dont geddit dont you?!

you dont geddit that you cannot force everybody to do your every bid and every call do you?!

when i brought home good grades and good results, did you ever praised me? did you gave me encouragement the way i wanted?

FAT NO that is!

you just dont understand how torturing it has been. torture.

i've always been the kind to like studying, to like doing my homework, to like studying for tests.

but you dont know that.

you think i'm always going along with my friends. my monkey friends.

you dont geddit that most things i do, i did it on my own accord.

you never encouraged me. you just yelled at what you think i could've done; without understanding my capabilities.

you think its so easy to do something and excel in it if you studied it.

you've never came this far, and you were never a kid of my era. you dont know what its like, and you dont even try to understand it.

stupid old fashioned thinkings and perspectives.

i already told you FROM THE VERY START that i dont like this course, and in the recent yr, i already told you I JUST WANT TO GRADUATE from it thats all.

you dont even know what i want to do when i grow up.

you want to plan it all out for me.

I AM NOT YOU!

AND THIS IS NOT YOUR LIFE! IT'S MINE!